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Ini sih baru bocorannya aja kalo di Indonesia juga mau dijual, asyik, tinggal nunggu berita selanjutnya,he…. he….. 

Spesifikasi Eee PC 701:

Komponen

Dimensi: 225x160x20-32 milimeter
Layar: 7 inci WXGA (800 x 480 piksel) TFT
Prosesor: Intel Mobile CPU (Celeron Mobile 900 MHz)
Chipset: Intel Mobile chipset
Memori: DDR2 512 MB
Grafik: Intel UMA
Media penyimpan: solid state disc 4 GB
Audio: HD audio built in stereo speaker
Koneksi: WiFi 801.11 b/g
Kamera web: 0,3 megapiksel
Card reader: MMC/SD (SDHC)
Interface: 3x USB 2.0, VGA out, Head out, Mic In, modem 56 K (optional), LAn card 10/100 Mbpas.
Sumber energi: output 9,5 V, 22 W; Input 100-240 V, 50/60 Hz
Baterai: 4 sel waktu kerja 3,5 jam

Software

Driver komponen untuk Windows XP (Eee PC mendukung Windows XP)
40 aplikasi open source (pengolah kata, tabel, presentasi, video, audio, gambar, internet, pendidikan, dan hiburan).

Sumber:
http://www.kompas. com/ver1/ Iptek/0711/ 17/152040. htm

The Most Favorite Movie of all time for me is the one and only A Walk To Remember starred by Mandy Moore and Landon Carter. It was made in 2002, the story is about a couple which has lot of differences but finally love conquer them all and they get in love instead. God I love the story, it will change your perspective toward love which is simple but have major influence in our life. For those of you who hasn’t seen the movie, I recommended you to see. It’s really touch and I think very close to our lives. The story is so strong, meaningful and I think there are lot of things we can take from it.

Yesterday was a very sensitive day for me, suddenly I remember my late Grandfather. I’m wondering why he never came to my dream instead of my Mom. Maybe cause my Mom is his first daughter but I’m his first grand daughter too you know. Actually I want to confess something, these couple of years I’m having hard times in forgiving myself cause I didn’t fullfill his last wish. He was just want to see me and I can manage my schedule just to see him in the hospital.

He never show the love and care for me. Well I don’t know, it’s just me being selfish I guess. I forgive him for not showing his love, but can I forgive myself for not being there for him at the last minute. People say that we will able to forgive others only if we can forgive ourselves first, is it true?

Why is that everybody expect so much from me, I’m a human too with feeling with heart. I’m not perfect you know I can’t do all things perfect as everybody wants. I can be selfish too, not thinking about other’s feeling and put mine first. Well is anyone out there could tell me what to do, what has to be done? I don’t want to continue make other people happy while I’m hurting myself inside. It’s not fair, I deserve to be happy too. What did I do wrong that make me treated so bad? 

Having yourself cheer everyday is something must do. I don’t know but I can tell you that I am a person that full of thought. I tend to think problems a lot, the solution, the reason why and many else. I just want to share with people and of course try to find solutions on dealing with my problems. I think now I am in the sea of problems. I feel insecure around people. I’m afraid of losing friends, other people surround me. The worst thing is I’m afraid I can’t make other people happy. It is always my concern every time in my every day life. I’m afraid people will leave me if I made mistakes, especially if those people is very important in my life. I don’t want to lose them and I don’t want failed them. I always put people’s happiness first, I don’t know why but it’s me. It just simply my personality. I can’t do nothing about it. My boyfriend keep telling me that I should do everything for my sake first rather than for others. But how? I don’t know the tricks, I don’t know what to do. Nevertheles, the relief that I feel if I make somone happy is irreplaceable. It is something that you can feel every time in your life. It feels like you already do so much more for them. The feeling I can’t denied and that I’m addicted for. Everybody in this world must have dream to bring joy and happiness for their beloved ones, whether they family, friends or maybe their soulmates. You know what actually I don’t know why but I feel sorrow and something really matters in my life missing, some parts not much but it’s important thing.

Love is like the wind
You cannot see it but you can always feel it
Take a risk and dare to move
Love is a leap of faith
There’s more to attraction than meets the eye

(From A Walk To Remember Movie, 2002) 

I watch Oprah Show today and she discussed about depression. I’ve just notes that in America many people had depression and they tend to hide it. Most of people that had depression were loving person, they were nice, social person and dedicated to their family. That’s why they denied the truth of being depressed. They think that they must not have depressed it just cannot happen.

The idea of self denial is the major issue here, cause people who actually had depression wouldn’t addmited it and deny other’s help. While therapist or psychologist can help them deal with their depression either through medicine (anti therapy) and psychotherapy.

People who had depression usually show some symptomps such as blame themselves for everything, feel insecure, feel everything always went wrong that they can do nothing right, spend time alone, lock themselves in a room, withdraw from the family or society and still many else. It look like a simple thing but it is not. Sometimes it start with just a little headache and then migrain and next thing we know we had depression. A psychologist in the show tell us that our feeling will had chemical effect on our brain, whether we’re sad, happy, grief, etc. These chemical effects lead to depression if the amount is out of balance in our brain. It cause our brain to react for the imbalancy and start to give us a headache, migrain and finally depression.

The best solution if it happen to you is find help, maybe from your family or a specialist. It is for your sake, cause depression is disease and we can cure the disease if we want to. There’s nothing to be afraid. Don’t be ashamed for fighting your life and have a will to live for the living.

I found so many cool sites along my travel in searching for unique and extraordinary sites. So much I can learn from them. There are many informations that I didn’t think off before. For example about how to choose content for your blog ( u know that you must choose contents that most people will look for, that is why if you have what they’ve been looking for they will hunt u in other word they will visit your blog or site. Cool isn’t it?). The content will probably about:
* a list ( contain of favorite items that most people interested in, such as book, movie, gadget, hand phone, CD cassette or maybe hot celebrities and hot singer of the year, and etc.)
* answers or solutions of problems (many people try to find second opinion or solutions of their problem from those who had experience in dealing with same problems.
I also found a cute site, from the color to blog accessories. To be honest with u, I’ve got my Sponge bob clock from his site. Isn’t it cute?
Well I think that all I can learn today, I hope there will be many to come in order to make my blog as catchy and irresistible as it can. Amen.

It seems my birth sign ‘coz I already have it since I’m a child. Many people notes about my birth sign ‘coz it is in my eyes. So when people look into my eyes they will see somethin’ different. I don’t know why but I always think it’s one of lucky charm, a gift that God has given me. It’s just a brown spot in my eyes, I mean inside my eyes. It’s true. Some people say it makes me unique but some others think I’m different.

When I’m a child, I didn’t think too much about it. But as the time goes by I start to think I am different. I don’t know, maybe it just silly me. 

Wanna tel you somethin’ Today is a brand new day, coz from now on I will fight for my dreams. I don’t know why but my ups and downs before already tired me. I don’t want to give up more easily ever again. I want to stand for what I believe I can pursue in my life. Coz believing in yourself is the important thing u must have.

Do u remeber when we were child, we used to have our first time of whatever, such as first time walking, first time standing, first time saying Mama or Papa and many else. Well I wanna tell u a secret, coz now I experienced my first time of fasting in other town and without my family too. Okay this is tough, but hey what can I do about it. I feel alone for sure, it seems that no one beside me, accompany me. I used to have my Mom to do almost everything when we were at fasting time. Now I have to do it on myself. Ihave to cook my meals, being wake up by the alarm rather than my Mom and so many other memories that make me sad. I miss my family so much…