Me, Just Simply Me
Having yourself cheer everyday is something must do. I don’t know but I can tell you that I am a person that full of thought. I tend to think problems a lot, the solution, the reason why and many else. I just want to share with people and of course try to find solutions on dealing with my problems. I think now I am in the sea of problems. I feel insecure around people. I’m afraid of losing friends, other people surround me. The worst thing is I’m afraid I can’t make other people happy. It is always my concern every time in my every day life. I’m afraid people will leave me if I made mistakes, especially if those people is very important in my life. I don’t want to lose them and I don’t want failed them. I always put people’s happiness first, I don’t know why but it’s me. It just simply my personality. I can’t do nothing about it. My boyfriend keep telling me that I should do everything for my sake first rather than for others. But how? I don’t know the tricks, I don’t know what to do. Nevertheles, the relief that I feel if I make somone happy is irreplaceable. It is something that you can feel every time in your life. It feels like you already do so much more for them. The feeling I can’t denied and that I’m addicted for. Everybody in this world must have dream to bring joy and happiness for their beloved ones, whether they family, friends or maybe their soulmates. You know what actually I don’t know why but I feel sorrow and something really matters in my life missing, some parts not much but it’s important thing.
